april

healing. if I had to describe April in one word it would be healing. I'm not going to pretend like its been a very pretty month or that everything is tied up in a neat nice bow now, but so much has changed in my heart the past 30 days.

as I've mentioned before a huge part of my journey this year has centered around realizing what my own wounds are, where they stem from and bringing them to God.

The bringing of my wounds to God part has most definitely been my biggest struggle. I've always struggled with this image that I have to be whole before the people around me can truly love me and this has bleed into my faith life so much that I began to keep the things that were hurting me most pulled close to my heart and never granted God the opportunity to enter into my wounds and heal them. Spending this month actively trying to lay down my struggles at His feet has made me feel a freedom I never have felt before.

something so incredible about this year has been not only how present God has been throughout it, but how present I have been able to be in my relationship with Christ. My heart has truly been transformed by being able to lean in more to his love for me and this realization that I am not called to be perfect but to just be me.

see you in may!!